Lost again

Lord save me from myself. Just when I thought things were ok something else happens. It was like "boom" or kaboom. When does this madness end? We bring it on ourselves I know, but still... what on earth am I doing? I'm I destined to hurt those who care about me? Is that all life is, pain, recover, then pain again? My demonic family was just getting back on track then poof, "HE"S BACKKKKK"!!!!! Now we are in an uproar. No one knows what is going to happen or when. Doubts fill the SL air and my family is upset. Now I know he is the "boss" but that doesn't mean to upset our way of life. We all worked hard to get where we are and now that is in danger.

My wonderful friend Cat is upset. I don't stand for that. She is truly someone special and all she ever wanted was to be loved and needed and wanted. That's all anyone really asks for. This is my family too and I love them dearly. We all stuck together in times of need and now we are being torn apart from the inside. I think I will be kicking that big red demon ass and saying" listen up punk, you left us and didn't come back for almost 3 months, we have a right to find happiness anyway we wish". Now granted, we didn't tell him what was going on but we did stick together as a family, a demon family. We are evil little bastards and we do what we wish. He made the rules for us and we lived by them.

Be prepared Kaboom, for we will stand up for what we did and we will not back down. We are demon, hear us roar. I may be small but I pack a powerful punch and I'm not afraid to use it. You may have been the glue for us for a while but we found duct tape while you were gone. We held it together and grew stronger. You should be proud of us, not beating us down. You were gone when we needed you, but we found a way.

For those that have been already torn, I'm truly sorry.