Good days, Bad days

Some days are better than others. It's hard when all you think about is that one person and can't go anywhere that would remind you of them. I'm keeping my head up though. I went dancing with my step son and threw a party with Otto. It was a good night. 

Brox & I dancing with hurting hearts

It seems every time I see a flash of red on the screen, my heart jumps and then the sadness takes over. The only relief I get is that I can call him on the phone. But even that doesn't always work. I miss exploring SL with him and going dancing with him. I miss long hours of laying in our bed and enjoying each others company. His voice in my ear is the ultimate pleasure. I'm getting goosebumps just thinking of it. I hardly ever get on skype anymore because all I'm going to do is watch his icon hoping against hope that he will magically pop on. It's only 8 more days until his internet should be on, but that's 8 more days of torture.


A couple days ago, Goddess and I were at Beachwood listening to the music while sitting in some chairs. A very polite man came up to us and said hello. When i looked at his face, i could not help but laugh.

Yes, he was new but still... Dear lord i cracked up so hard my sides hurt. For the next hour or so, Goddess and I sent him some LMs,  free men's clothes, and a penis. Hey... everyone should have there genitals. He thanked us for the help and started flirting with Goddess. He was very sweet and Goddess needed the attention. She had been down and out for the past few days. I had to be going to bed soon so i said goodnight and TPed home.

As soon as I got home, a song came on that had me in tears. But I activated my dance HUD and started dancing and singing alone to it. You know those songs that make you want to hold your lover tight and never let go? It was one of those.