The days go by

As the days go by we wonder where will life lead us next. Finding new sims and new people to talk to are what we all find here on SL. I've noticed there is a certain type of people that are open to new thoughts and ideas, and there are some that run and hide from these things. We all look for acceptance in groups and families. This is normal behavior and generally acceptable. It's the ones that roam free and have no one to hold them down that interest me today.

I have a friend named Katsu. He is one of those people that you just can't help but try to pick his brain. Other than Kaboom, he is the only one I like to spend my long nights with just sitting around, or dancing around, and talking to. He calls himself a wanderer, and I believe him. We went to a sim that is dedicated to artificial intelligence and I met Cyber2. This robot is an absolute smart ass and can be quite funny at times. There is also creatures in the water to go meet. And believe me, if I has a fish bowl big enough for one of them, I would have the coolest pet in SL. Laughs.

Now for the rest of the day: I TPed into a sim to do some sight seeing and was met by screams. Apparently there was a newbie right beside me and as I rezzed, she saw that I was a demoness. They were all on voice and I heard the screams even when I threw my headphones off. My ears are still ringing. After I composed myself and returned my headphones to my head, I gave an evil laugh and asked her what was wrong. She told me that demons are evil and I should leave. Now, I was wearing my toned down demoness skin and looked almost human. So I did what any good demon or demoness would do... I changed into my creepy skin. But I also turned down the volume on my headphones. I'm glad I did because she let loose a blood curling scream and TPed out. The others that were around me laughed and said something to the effect of "silly newbies"

The only thing missing form this last encounter was a big, red, male demon named Kaboom. I would have loved to see what would have happened if there were two of us. If he were there im sure we would still be laughing our asses off. Tho I wouldn't want him to have his ears ringing too, but it would have been worth it. SL is hard when you don't have the person you care about with you. It seems like all the joy has gone out of SL and the only thing keeping me sane is my family and friends. What has happened to the person that was fine going off by herself and dancing alone? I believe she is lost forever in time and space.

MMM...

Distraction

I, like most demons, love a good prank. Watching the silly humans fall victim to my schemes gives me a warm, fuzzy feeling inside. It's also a major distraction from missing Kaboom. It has been rough but I have slowly started finding some fun again in SL. I'm thankful to Cat, Otto, Brox, Katsu, Goddess, and Mackdaddy for the excessive amounts of attention they have gave me over the past couple weeks. If not for them I would have surly gone completely insane.

Mackdaddy,  Minimac, and I dancing in our dragon forms. 

 

How do i live without you baby

Moments and Memories

       You wouldn't know it but this is a friend in dragon form. He was having a very rough time rezzing today.

                  My step son has a demon skin now. He looks very fearsome with his fangs in.

                             Who wouldn't want a killer whale jumping over their heads?

                       Oh how I miss these hugs. I didn't want to let him go. Missing you baby.

Good days, Bad days

Some days are better than others. It's hard when all you think about is that one person and can't go anywhere that would remind you of them. I'm keeping my head up though. I went dancing with my step son and threw a party with Otto. It was a good night. 

Brox & I dancing with hurting hearts

It seems every time I see a flash of red on the screen, my heart jumps and then the sadness takes over. The only relief I get is that I can call him on the phone. But even that doesn't always work. I miss exploring SL with him and going dancing with him. I miss long hours of laying in our bed and enjoying each others company. His voice in my ear is the ultimate pleasure. I'm getting goosebumps just thinking of it. I hardly ever get on skype anymore because all I'm going to do is watch his icon hoping against hope that he will magically pop on. It's only 8 more days until his internet should be on, but that's 8 more days of torture.


A couple days ago, Goddess and I were at Beachwood listening to the music while sitting in some chairs. A very polite man came up to us and said hello. When i looked at his face, i could not help but laugh.

Yes, he was new but still... Dear lord i cracked up so hard my sides hurt. For the next hour or so, Goddess and I sent him some LMs,  free men's clothes, and a penis. Hey... everyone should have there genitals. He thanked us for the help and started flirting with Goddess. He was very sweet and Goddess needed the attention. She had been down and out for the past few days. I had to be going to bed soon so i said goodnight and TPed home.

As soon as I got home, a song came on that had me in tears. But I activated my dance HUD and started dancing and singing alone to it. You know those songs that make you want to hold your lover tight and never let go? It was one of those.

More music

I think im in a phase where all I want to do is play music. It's not a bad phase, but still... I do so love this song. I believe every girl should have someone that makes her feel this way. 

For you Kaboom

this is the original

This is the female remix

Damn I miss you Kaboom!!!

That song....

There is a special song that is played to me by Kaboom. It's one of those songs that make your toes tap and give you a grin that stretches across your face. I have found myself listening to it many times today. It makes me remember the first time he played it for me. I want to share it with you and hopefully it will invoke the same joy that I get from it.

Missing You

I never thought I could miss someone so much. It just didn't seem possible. I find myself walking around and looking like a very pitiful Domina. This is not the right way to portray myself. I need to be stronger and rein in my sadness. Oh, who am I kidding... I'm still in tears from it. I do not like my arms being empty and my lips cold. I swear when I see my demon I'm going to take a running leap at him and have a lip lock that lasts for hours. If anyone even tries to IM him or TP him out before I'm done, there will be HELL to pay. You will feel my wraith from the pits of Hell to the center of Heaven. Don't worry everyone, I will let him loose sometime that evening or early morning.