So the past few nights have been filled with laughter. I've been spending a lot of time with Kaboom, getting to know him and playing around. We seem too perfect together. We're both so goofy and love to get laughs out of each other. We had a break through last night. Went further than we've gone before. Being nude around a lust demon is almost natural. We were busy pushing each others buttons all night and teasing ourselves unmercifully.
We were both sick last night but that didn't seem to slow us down. We had planned on going to bed soon but we were both still going six and half hours later. Time flies when your're having fun. Some days we go off and explore sims and go dancing, but most nights we spend laying around in my bed and talking. We will have to go find something to do tonight. Many of my friends are saying they never see me anymore, but they seem to know what's going on. Most just laugh and ask when they can meet him. A few are worried that I'm being taken over, but I believe I put those fears to rest last night.
I asked Kaboom a serious question two nights ago and got a serious answer. Now the ball is in my court and I'm still trying to work things out. So I have asked myself these questions for two days now and I'm still on the fence. It's the "what if's" that are getting to me. Like, what if they do not think I'm demoness material? Or what if I'm not good enough? Things like that. I guess there is Kaboom to teach me what I need to know.
At least I know one thing that is for sure, I like Kaboom a lot, and I plan on taking this as far as it can go. If things do not work out then at least I will still have a very dear friend. But hopefully it will turn into something beautiful and I will have more than a dear friend. Kaboom, I hope you're ready for this. Your world is about to be rocked.
" TO BE TRUSTED IS A GREATER COMPLIMENT THAN TO BE LOVED"
- George MacDonald
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